Eating for Australia

Or in my case, the world. If I could stack up all the food I’ve binged and purged on in the past 10 years I reckon I could’ve fed the entire population, and had them go back for seconds. I don’t know why but I feel so vulnerable when I’m not eating. I don’t know what to do with myself. What else is there to do besides eat? It’s a lot of fun, and it’s so satisfying. What’s not satisfying however is the havoc it wreaks on your appearance. I just got 2300 dollars worth of cosmetic enhancements to try and offset the damage but honestly? Didn’t help. I still feel like garbage, and I don’t feel like I look any different. I’m still miserable and more broke than I was before. Lesson to be learned? Learn to love yourself. I used to think I was better looking than most if not all people, now not so much. I feel like everyone (and I do mean everyone) is better looking than me. Never has my self esteem been so low, and I fear it’s time to finally do something about it.